Sunday, August 28, 2011

Raya Almost Here.



hello readers!
HAPPY HOLIDAYS! just for one week -___-'
and also...........
im here to say Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!
woooohoooooooooooooooo so fun fun fun ^^
but the thing is i dont know when is raya. let see baby bulan whether its is tomorrow, or the next day, next next day. i dont know lah hahahah. so whutttt.


for the first time, my puasa is full! except when im on period laaa. 
he gave me a spirit and not to break my fast. he told me that sooo not cool :)
so until here, i didnt break it. sooo kewllll hehehe :D


hmmm what i wanna do for raya hoo. firstday ofcourse la bermaaf-maafan with our parents.
that's important ;) and then we makan makan woohooo cant wait for makan makan a lot especially the food like lemang, pulut. ahhhh so yumyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. 
unfortunately, my mouth is ulcer. ahh fuck it. really hurts when eat something. especially biscuit! 
how can i eat Almond London like that? 
sosaddddddddddddd :(

but i think raya just for a days. school holidays are not longer enough. aaawwwhh mannnn so boring.
apa boleh buat. go to hell jak lah. eh i mean, go to school jak lah muahaha!

and so that's all from me! i miss my boyfriend a lot ughh.
this one awwhhh now i can see him everyday!:)
by oooo by im sorry about that friday night. because im about to leaving you.
i just make a really stupid decisions. i promise i'll never gonna do it again :)





i love you sweetheart! 

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Complicated













everyday, every hours, every minutes, every seconds 
and spent my whole times to think about you.
I just dont know why. 
you just forever stucked in my mind. 
i tried to erase you from my mind but i cant.
i just cant. weird heh. 
how come i loving you so much. 
my love for you is bigger 
like i love my own parents
i cant believe i have found someone like you
someone that really perfect on my type
we had been together for 3 months. 




and so..
we had through many trials
arguing a lot with you. mad on you a lot.
because not all lovers are live peaceful together. 
that means we all not perfect. we all make a mistakes
but i just.. i just afraid if you leave me or hate me
yes i always get angry on you. doesnt mean i hate you
but i care for you and i get jealous easily
and i hate when you make me feel uncomfortable
but your choice
i dont force you to do anything. janji you happy  
i just love to see you're happy 
im sorry if i always make you sad, cry and misery.
despicable me
but look
you still got me right now. 
insyaallah 
our relationship will be last longer
what we need is trust and hapiness :)













Tuesday, August 16, 2011

To be continued...

Weeee! Lamak dah sik blogging. :)
Miss blogging but actually its useless anyway.
People outsiders could read our blog or our privacy life.

Well im bored so just blog jak lah bowink!
This month is Ramadhan month that all muslims were fasting.
I could full fasting this year, FOR THE FIRST TIME -.-'
maybe laaaa hoho.
now me x puasa, as usual like all girls did. maybe tomorrow start puasa.
alhamdulillah :D

this week is exam week oh meyyyyy goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hows this.
i didt study for a week. heh just sleep makan sleep makan jalan hehh
teyya wht are you. wht had you become now?


so whut i dont care tehehehehe! :D

right now, i just cant wait for raya woooohoooo 
buy new baju kurung, buy some funitures, making some biscuits, buy some shoes/flats/heels, make up some hairs awhhhhh i feel like im fabulous. deh nakpaka? being bitchy again and again.
sooooo cant wait lahhhhhh hehehehe 



the end

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Gun n' Roses


the holiday is almost end.

oh gosh. im here to update something that is really really sounds stupid
oh here it goes.

Sunday Evening, im going out with him. there is his friend too. just one little friend. teehee.
dont wanna bring a lot of people, kinda kacau -.-' 
then, i sik biasa ride some bike, he keep bullying me and cant stop looking at me. 
crazy people like that bhahaha. *hugs.
since 5th May.

So we were going to the beach on that sunday. wow so fun fun and excited! teehee x)
you know how excited hangout with someone that you really love at the beach and watching the sunset together ;) i dont know why i feel so excited that day. 



until one night, there is a stupid problem came on.
someone say that, he has forgotten his friend because of me. but why? am i ruin your friends?
oh please i hate it when it happens. i dont want to ruin your life :( i just want to make you happy.
but your friends told me that you just forgotten them. i know your not. 
so i decided to breaking up with you. your friends really really needs you.
i know its really sad to break up with you, but its the right thing to do. 
i just cant stop crying. mom said its just a small matters, people has those jealousy feelings.
im trying to chill myself on that night. i know he was really sad. its the only thing i do ;'(
but i still love him :'D

on the next day, waking him up on 11 am.
sound like baruk bangun tido so adorale teehee. i told him that im sorry for the break up.
it was fake break up and i never wanted to leave him just like that. maybe that its just a dugaan for us.
i have to stay strong, not weak. he is just my only one i got. and i dont want to be a whore mala tuka gerek.
maybe he's the last one for me. last sunday was really excited that i cant forget about you. 
and it was 6 . 6 . 2011. dah sebulan we were together. woohoo sakai baruk jak sebulah bahaha. 

Happy Monthsary to Us! 






Monday, May 30, 2011

Forever Boring


Its monday.
Y NO FUN FUN ON MONDAY?
im sick since yesterday, flu, fever, sakit tekak hahaha.
just sitting at home all day ne ndak. please bring me somewhere lahhh :[
i know la im not a rich people like people out there go vacation :(

yesterday at 5.17pm. getting high with uncook curry maggi. fuck high hehehehe.
then get some cold water. dahlah sakit masa ya. makin sakit dipolah.
what shud i care. im extremely bored and nothing to do.
a few minutes, ohhhh damn high gila. sik abis mee ya. hohohoho. sik tahan.
tears drop ajak ajak. sooo hottt. drink a bottle of mineral 1.5 litter.
A BOTTLED OF 1.5 LITTER. non stop go toilet and pee-ing.
grrhhhhhh.

then get some rest. i feel hot hot hot then got fever. not bieber fever ok please bitch.
i normal fever. get some medicine? malas. i really malas eat some medicine.
no use. klk2 bait juak :) hehehehehehe. better lagik if i sakit :') ehhh salah. haha.
cross the line oredyy. -______-

oh yea, yesterday is papa birthday :') oh dad. sorry xda wish marek. very malas marek. =(
dad, i love you. kiki always love papa :)))) even papa ganas suka marah sana sini.
but u never cross the line on your mad. but mom did -____- i love daddy more :')
but now, sik tiap2 hari tgk papa. we seperated kan pa. i wish i could live you.
i want like old things. live with papa is awesome. but now, not every minute jak jumpa papa :(
hope you always be healthy and happy pa :) im your only princess always love his dad :))

ahhh you! bila gk mok balit you my boy? i miss you so much. sampe sakit tau i kat sitok.
hahahahahaha kidding :P you have so much fun there and i always pray that you okay there. :')
i miss you sooo damn muchhhhhhh =( its okay. i'll wait until you come back, dear