Sunday, August 28, 2011

Raya Almost Here.



hello readers!
HAPPY HOLIDAYS! just for one week -___-'
and also...........
im here to say Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!
woooohoooooooooooooooo so fun fun fun ^^
but the thing is i dont know when is raya. let see baby bulan whether its is tomorrow, or the next day, next next day. i dont know lah hahahah. so whutttt.


for the first time, my puasa is full! except when im on period laaa. 
he gave me a spirit and not to break my fast. he told me that sooo not cool :)
so until here, i didnt break it. sooo kewllll hehehe :D


hmmm what i wanna do for raya hoo. firstday ofcourse la bermaaf-maafan with our parents.
that's important ;) and then we makan makan woohooo cant wait for makan makan a lot especially the food like lemang, pulut. ahhhh so yumyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. 
unfortunately, my mouth is ulcer. ahh fuck it. really hurts when eat something. especially biscuit! 
how can i eat Almond London like that? 
sosaddddddddddddd :(

but i think raya just for a days. school holidays are not longer enough. aaawwwhh mannnn so boring.
apa boleh buat. go to hell jak lah. eh i mean, go to school jak lah muahaha!

and so that's all from me! i miss my boyfriend a lot ughh.
this one awwhhh now i can see him everyday!:)
by oooo by im sorry about that friday night. because im about to leaving you.
i just make a really stupid decisions. i promise i'll never gonna do it again :)





i love you sweetheart! 

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Complicated













everyday, every hours, every minutes, every seconds 
and spent my whole times to think about you.
I just dont know why. 
you just forever stucked in my mind. 
i tried to erase you from my mind but i cant.
i just cant. weird heh. 
how come i loving you so much. 
my love for you is bigger 
like i love my own parents
i cant believe i have found someone like you
someone that really perfect on my type
we had been together for 3 months. 




and so..
we had through many trials
arguing a lot with you. mad on you a lot.
because not all lovers are live peaceful together. 
that means we all not perfect. we all make a mistakes
but i just.. i just afraid if you leave me or hate me
yes i always get angry on you. doesnt mean i hate you
but i care for you and i get jealous easily
and i hate when you make me feel uncomfortable
but your choice
i dont force you to do anything. janji you happy  
i just love to see you're happy 
im sorry if i always make you sad, cry and misery.
despicable me
but look
you still got me right now. 
insyaallah 
our relationship will be last longer
what we need is trust and hapiness :)













Tuesday, August 16, 2011

To be continued...

Weeee! Lamak dah sik blogging. :)
Miss blogging but actually its useless anyway.
People outsiders could read our blog or our privacy life.

Well im bored so just blog jak lah bowink!
This month is Ramadhan month that all muslims were fasting.
I could full fasting this year, FOR THE FIRST TIME -.-'
maybe laaaa hoho.
now me x puasa, as usual like all girls did. maybe tomorrow start puasa.
alhamdulillah :D

this week is exam week oh meyyyyy goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hows this.
i didt study for a week. heh just sleep makan sleep makan jalan hehh
teyya wht are you. wht had you become now?


so whut i dont care tehehehehe! :D

right now, i just cant wait for raya woooohoooo 
buy new baju kurung, buy some funitures, making some biscuits, buy some shoes/flats/heels, make up some hairs awhhhhh i feel like im fabulous. deh nakpaka? being bitchy again and again.
sooooo cant wait lahhhhhh hehehehe 



the end